woke up early again dis time.was feelin abit better.no more fever!yeah!den watched tv.ate some biscuits.den went to bathe.den did ss worksheet.den ate abit of lunch.den watched tv.played comp.den watched tv.den was feelin abit giddy.so.went to sleep.was interrupted once by a msg.arrggh!didnt bother replyin.went back to sleep.slept until six wen another msg interrupted mi.arrggh!didnt bother replyin oso but dis time round i couldnt get back to sleep.so.gort out of bed.den watched tv.had no appetite for dinner.so.didnt eat.den did ss again.currently playin comp.lata hab to do bio.
to SERENA:happi birthdae to u. happi birthdae to u. happi birthdae to SERENA. happi birthdae to u.
hahas.dis wud b my third birthdae song to u.lols. :D happi sixtenth birthdae!i miss those outings.i miss those childishness.i miss those [damn] long telephone chats.but most importantly.i miss u!!!all de best for ur 'o's.u can do it! :)
hais.sadded.i cant realli tok currently.arrggh!i wan my voice and energy back! :(
woke up quite early dis mornin.hais.was feelin horrible.den was forced to eat somethin by mum.i no appetite lorz.but no choice.had to eat abit.den watched abit of tv.den went to bathe.den studied abit.i totally no mood and had no energy lorz.used comp for a while nia.den was forced to eat lunch.de food seemed super plain lorz.i couldnt taste anythin.hais.ate abit onli.den went to sleep cos realli realli veri worn out.den woke up.mum didnt allow mi to watch tv or play comp.den msged wid YOU abit.luckily for dinner.i wasnt forced to eat.yeah!i realli no appetite lorz.mum,thanks for understandin dat.den persuaded my mum to let mi use de comp.while persuadin her.i msged wid YOU abit more.den currently playin comp lorz.i feel SUPER sick!
to owner:thanks alot for ur concern.i will try to go see a doctor tmr if im still sick.[depends on whether i gort de strength anot].i love u. :D
to may:sorri.couldnt go out study wid u todae. :(
to karthik bro:sorri.couldnt go study wid u todae.
hmmm.woke up dis mornin feelin SUPER tired.i was lik "huh?so fast mornin liao.hais.".DARREN CHONG stood beside mi durin de national anthem and de pledge. :D den went to de hall for physics.sat wid WENDY! :D hahas.did paper.den went for break.actualli may.wendy.hongni.and mi.not hungri de.but dey said no chance to eat until after school.so.all of us bought lorz.but in de end.hongni and mi didnt finish our food.lols.den went back to de hall for social studies.den had history.den was form teacher period.darren chong didnt come to class.sadded. :(den ms law gave out de cca certificates and de excellence of conduct badges.she oso gave us de thing which has remarks frm teachers.hahas.i love de thing.but ONE particular thing made de thing look so UGLY.dat ONE particular thing is de remark written by TAN SOON YONG!arrggh!why muz he write in my thing??arrggh!sucks lahz.den school end liao.went canteen.thought of wher to go.den left de school.den gort dis guy gave us dis piece of paper which is bout de opening of a new food restaurant at bukit merah.since we didnt noe wher to eat.we decided to go dere and check it out.but in de end.we went tiong kfc to eat.lols.oh ya.pui hoon went home first.den i was feelin SUPER horrible lahz.head SUPER pain.throat SUPER pain.stomach SUPER pain.den bought food.but in de end.onli ate 1/4 of de banditto.lols.no appetite lahz.den went popular.we bought some stuff.den wendy and hongni went home.may.hoa.and mi.went mac to study.den at 6.30 lik dat.i realli couldnt stand it alreadi and therefore.wanted to go home first.but in de end.all of us left.den while walkin home.i nearly fell sia.lols.i was feelin SUPER giddy lahz.hais.den reached home.bathed.den started playin comp.hais.feelin veri sick!arrggh!de feeling is horrible.
to daughter:hahas.dun worry.i'll b fine de.er.bout mi goin to de doctor.er.see my condition tmr first lahz horz.lols.i love you.
to may:i will try my best to get well by tmr.hahas.and dun b so stressed!relax abit.
to toy:dun sad liao lahz.u can do it de!u will definitely do better in ur 'o's.
to YOU:i love YOU!im realli realli veri sorri for thinkin dat way.its not ur fault oso lahz.i'll try to understand better next time. :D
gort caught in de rain in de morning.super cold!i hab officially dropped poa.did maths durin de three periods.den was ss which was boring. :0 den was biology.did paper.den was recess.den was maths.gort back mock exam results.fcuk lahz.i failed by four marks.hais.sadded. :( my paper two marks pulled mi down lik shit.hais.nvm.shall try harder next time. :D den was ss again.BORING!BORING!BORING!hmmm.den after school.stayed in school until five lik dat.den went orchard wid hoa.pui hoon.may.we went borders first cos hoa wanted to find books.den we went taka cos hoa and pui hoon wanted to go library.drank sourplum milk tea todae. :D den went home.first may's bus came.den hoa n pui hoon's bus came.finally at 7.40.my bus came.reached home at eight plus. :D feelin veri tired. i miss YOU. :D
Wednesday, September 26, 2007, 9:22 PM
more bout YESTERDAE:[1]GRADUATION DAE!received de stuff frm DARREN CHONG[love]. :D [2]went TIONG PARK wid MAY.HONGNI.WENDY.JOSHUA.PUI HOON.HOA. LIYANA.AISHAH.DORIS.WINNIE.played wid CANDLES and de SPARKLING STICKS[or whatever dey call it].lols.FUN!!! :D
hais.sadded.its lik im not dere AT ALL!wateva lahz!sobs. :(
bout TODAE:[1]was feelin down early in de morning. :( [2]first two periods were used for maths mock exam.[paper one]. [3]den was history. [4]english.fcuk you lahz.asshole!i didnt even talk lorz.wat de fcuk! hold mi back for nothin!so wat if dey were laughin or talkin durin de lesson?ur lesson was BORING wat.crapper!lame shit!arrggh! [thanks to PUI HOON for tellin her dat i was inside]. [5]den after school had maths mock exam.[paper two]. [6]den talked to mrs ng.decided to drop poa. [7]den was damn quiet cos of somethin dat mrs ng said[i feel guilty]. :( [8]im sorri.mrs ng. [9]den went tiong wid PUI HOON.MAY.WENDY. [10]went POPULAR.BOUGHT BUBBLE TEA[vanilla milk tea].sat at our so-called slackin place. [11]pui hoon and wendy went home first. [12]may and mi went to our night so-called slackin place.we saw a couple walkin off in different directions.de guy was lik "FOR WAT?I WAN TO GO FOR A SEPARATION!"after some time.de guy came back.lookin damn emo and he actualli cried.so sad for him.expected de girl to come back too.but she didnt.sadded. [13]den time to go home.was waitin for de mrt wen i saw de two ms ngs behind mi.i was super shocked lahz!cos i was actualli lookin at de ground de.lols.den took de train together.dey alighted at queenstown too.but eventually we went different ways lahz.hahas.
was rainin heavily in de mornin.mum sent mi to de bustop[i told her no nid but she insisted].i still gort wet eventually.lols.first two periods were maths.did maths worksheets.den was english.gort back comprehension results.damn lousy lahz.den was mother tongue.gort back results.damn lousy oso.hais. :( den was recess.den was poa.gort back results.er.gort improve but same grade lahz.den went canteen.den wen de amaths ppl went for their lessons.may.joshua.and mi.left de school.went tiong kfc to eat.den slacked.den hongni and pui hoon came.den did abit of maths.den darren chong[loved one] and de two ms ngs came.den hoa came.den si meng came.bought strawberry milk tea. :D thanks to daughter for helpin mi buy.i love you.hahas.den went home.lols.de 195 came.hoa.joshua.mi.stood damn near de front.but in de end.we were not able to board de bus.hahas.den 123 came.therefore.hoa went home first.
woke up at two plus.i was damn shocked lahz.lols.den msged may cos she asked mi to msg her wen i wake up.hahas.she said she thought i forgot to msg her.lols.den stomach quite pain n was feelin tired.so.didnt go out lorz.den watched tv for a while.den did maths.den played comp.my stomach seriously gort some problem sia.i had diarrhoea for four to five times todae.i hab been havin diarrhoea since my birthdae.arrggh!liyana n may asked mi to go see doctor.lols.but i told dem "see my condition tomorrow first".hahas.everything's goin to be fine!i tink.lols.
was forced to wake up early dis mornin.cos had to go to de hospital to visit my aunt.wen i saw my aunty.i nearly broke down.so many needles!looked lik she was in alot of pain!hais.sadded.i realli pity her alot.wen i looked at de other five patients in dat particular ward.i juz felt veri.hais.i dun noe how to explain how i felt.
thanks to milker n YOU for askin mi not to b sad and so on. :D
food/drink/dessert dat i ate at de hospital:[1]one egg prata. [2]aloe vera lime. [3]single scoop-chocolate sauce.
spent time at de hospital until five plus.
went queensway to meet may at six thirty.
she ate mcchicken meal.i ate fries.
went home at eight plus.
to [you should noe who]:er.dun b sad lahz.er.sorri.wasnt able to comfort you veri well.let some time pass lahz horz.im sure you will b ok after a while.study hard for now. :D 'o' levels on its way!hmmm.oh ya.tink of my daughter.den you will b happi de.hahas.smile.we[our group of frens] are always here for you no matter what happens.your loved by us!
to YOU:dun b frustrated/pissed off/angri/sad at ur results liao lahz.cheer up ok?hahas.study hard!but dun stress urself too much.muz take care horz.hmmm.im always here for YOU.[i will study hard! :D].
gort back maths n physics results.dey were horrible lahz.[expected].hais.sadded. :( hmmm.realli.realli.hab to work veri hard alreadi.therefore.im goin to realli make use of my time after graduation dae to study HARD! :D den had graduation dae rehearsal.i DUN WAN to wear full-u on graduation dae.[but seems lik hab to ask ms chua first].sian.den after school had nothin betta to do.so went mt faber wid may.hongni.pui hoon.den went vivo.den went home. :D
to YOU:dun b sad ok?cheer up!u realli worked veri hard lorz.its ok de.im sure u can do much better in ur "o" levels! :D
hmmm.goin to visit my aunt in hospital tomorrow.i told some of u bout somethin.and now dat particular thing is realli confirmed.hais.even though im not realli close to her.i damn sad lahz.dat time wen i visited her wen she gort cancer.i nearly broke down lorz.now my mum saes her condition is even worse.im realli realli veri scared.hais.hab dis veri strong feeling dat i will break down tomorrow. :(
yay!END OF PRELIMS!!!cheers!den mi.may.wendy.joshua.jian bao.waited for de amaths ppl to end their exam.den we went great world.ate mac.den went kim seng play arcade n bowling. :D fun!!!den we went great world again.slack.slack.den realli damn sian alreadi lorz.but i couldnt go home even though i wanted to cos no one was at home.lols.den didnt wan to bother de rest.so let dem go home lorz.den went to find YOU. :D happi!den went home.feelin damn tired.ZZZ.lols. :D
maths paper was HELL!serious!after lookin at de veri FIRST question.i stunned liao.hais.sadded.confirm F9 de. :( hmmm.den was poa paper one.since it most probably wud b my LAST poa paper.i tried my best to do all de questions as properly as possible.first time i realli made use of de WHOLE one hour to answer poa mcq questions lehz.lols.hmmm.den went canteen after de paper.wendy.may.pui hoon.hoa.were dere.den joshua came n joined us.den we went tiong.ate our lunch at KFC.den slack.slack.den joshua n hoa went home.den continued to slack.slack.den hongni came.den more slacking was done.lols.den wendy.hongni.pui hoon.went home.i bought SOURPLUM milk tea before sending dem off to de bustop.den mi n may walked around tiong.den at first we stand at de third floor tok.tok.lols.den we stood outside more den words n continued talkin.den we went outside tiong n sat at de place near de bustop.lols.n shared REALLI DEEP PERSONAL SECRETS[shhh...].lols.its juz lik ur invading into other people's private lives!hahas.but at least we didnt gossip bout other ppl ok?we talked bout ourselves nia.hahas.[givE mi yoUR hANd:it made mi laugh lik siao lahz.lols].hahas.cant stop laughin or smilin to myself whenever i tink of "givE mi yoUR hANd".lols.den went home. :D
YAY!tomorrow LAST day of prelims!YAY!YAY!YAY!hahas.
time to slack MORE den usual. :D
all de best for tomorrow's combined science paper one!:D
all de best for tomorrow's AMATHS paper two!:D
to those hu dun take AMATHS:yay!we get to slack MORE den those hu take AMATHS.hahas.
to my aunty who is in hospital right now:im sorri as i dun tink i wud b goin to de hospital tomorrow to visit you.its not dat i dun wan to visit you.its juz dat ur husband hates de sight of mi n dinesh[cousin].he onli liks his brother's son.so.ya.i noe dat you noe all dis.its lik damn sad lahz.dat time wen i visited u wen u were in de hospital.he alreadi tell dinesh's mum alot of bad stuff bout mi lahz.[i didnt even offend him in any way].den he told my mum alot of bad stuff bout dinesh.wat de hell is dis lahz?crap!ya.dats y i wud not b comin tomorrow.please dun misunderstand mi.its juz dat.hais.i dun wan to see ur husband's face lahz.in de past.he separated you frm our family.it was juz recently dat we gort close again n it was due to u havin cancer.den ur husband scolded practically all of us lahz.[even though we visited you].wen i came home todae.i heard u were discharged todae.but at nine plus.someone called n said u were in de hospital again.n i oso heard dat ur husband fought wid my uncle n scolded him using vulgarities.dis was wat ur husband said:u all go temple n pray so much for wat?still my wife is super sick...n stuff lik dat!is it our fault dat ur sick?its all ur husband's fault lorz.he doesnt even take care of you.he doesnt work.always takes ur hard earned money.n scolds u lik shit for no reason.he SUCKS lahz.hais.all i can sae is take care.im truly truly veri sorri.[i tink i will b forced to visit u tomorrow or on saturdae.see how lahz.]:(
woke up at 4.30 dis mornin to study bio.however.in de end.i found de bio paper difficult lahz.so.ya.wateva lorz.den had break before poa paper.i found de poa paper easier den mid yr's poa paper.but still i noe wat i will get lahz.[all i m afraid of right now is dat i may do better for poa den humanities].hais.sadded.den went to tiong to meet may.den bought bubble tea.den went to de starhub shop for her to reformat her memory card.den went long john to eat.wendy n joshua came too.den liyana.aishah.doris.came too.but after a while.dey went to kfc to study.den mi.may.wendy.joshua.went more den words.cos i wanted to buy presents.den jian bao came.den we went kfc.slacked. :D den went home.
todae was history exam.hais.confirm fail lik shit lahz. :( den went to meet uncle.hahas.get birthdae present.lols.[thanks alot;i love you].den went opposite school de hawker centre wid pui hoon.may.hongni.to eat.den joshua came.den pui hoon n hongni went home.den mi.may.joshua.waited for hongni at her hse dere de bustop.den went tiong cos i wanted to buy bubble tea.hahas. :D pui hoon came to find us at tiong.lols.in de end.mi.may.hongni.pui hoon.all bought bubble tea lahz.den went may's hse to study.lols.den joshua had to go cut hair.we asked him to come back after he cut hair.lols.den around four;five plus.liyana came.after a while.joshua came back.lols.den continued to study.hahas.alot of funni stuff happened at may's hse todae lahz.lols.den pui hoon n hongni went home first.den at eight.mi.may.joshua.met jun wei.we went kopitiam to eat dinner.surprisingly i ate super fast.[guess i realli was super hungri].hahas.den went home.
BABY BOY:
From the day that I saw you I knew that we would pursue Cause the chemistry we felt that day Felt so real,and so true Looking back on a year we spent together How it’s been,what we went through Although we’ve had our little ups and downs We’ve still pulled through
Baby girl you’re my world my everything I wanna lace you with diamonds and every ring Give you everything you dream and fantasize Cause you can tell me that you love me Looking in my eyes You keep it real with me, I keep it real with you You keep on loving me, I’ll keep on loving you Keep doing what you do, I feel your whole aura And I can’t wait to hook up again tomorrow baby - what
[Chorus:] My love for you will never end You’ll always be a part of me As long as time keeps on passing by You’ll always be my baby boy.
Everytime I look at you, I can’t believe I’ve found a love so true (and) I took my time to put my trust in you I must admit it was so hard to do And every minute that I spend with you You make me believe I have nothing to lose and Deep down I always knew that you would be mine
Do you believe in destiny
Because I got a funny feeling this was meant to be Without you I’d be lost, I need you next to me Preferably in the house full of luxuries and little kids From day one I was sprung, knew you was gonna be the one Cause my heart spoke for the very first time in a long while And every time you smile,I can see us walking up the aisle with you carrying my child C’mon
My love for you will never end You’ll always be a part of me As long as time keeps on passing by You’ll always be my baby boy.
If you were to go,I don’t know You’re the only one who sweeps me off my feet Makes my soul go weak The only one who makes my heart wanna beat and I, I could never live without you You know that what I feel has to be true Cause you’re my,my sweet love
Ever since the first time, that I looked into your eyes I knew that you were gonna be mine Feeling you from the inside, when you’re not by my side You’re the only girl that’s on my mind I never knew a love like this,a love so strong A vision so picture perfect it could never be wrong Along the way,you’re gonna see you belong with Jay I might have to marry you one day baby eh..
My love for you will never end You’ll always be a part of me As long as time keeps on passing by You’ll always be my baby boy.
woke up quite late.was shocked wen i saw de time lahz.didnt expect myself to sleep until so late.hahas.actaulli wanted to go back to sleep de.but had to go may's hse.so.forced myself to wake up lorz.wen i woke up.saw a msg frm jun wei.lols.he wake up veri early lorz.hahas.den left de hse after gettin ready.den met may at tiong to eat lunch first.we went long john to eat.den went her hse.jun wei came juz after we entered de hse.lols.den we watch one missed call.[jun wei playin comp].de movie was super super super long lahz.in de end.i gave up watchin it.lols.den it was rainin mahz.den jun wei went home.brought down one umbrella.den send mi off to tiong.he went to buy kfc.den i had to buy curry puff for my mum.den after dat we went home.while walkin home.i gort wet lahz.so.ya.hahas.
to jun wei:thanks for de umbrella. :D
Saturday, September 15, 2007, 11:25 PM
woke up.bathed.left de hse.went tiong to meet MAY to hab lunch.saw JUN WEI too.den went kfc n ate wid MAY.JUN WEI.FRANCISCO.den JUN WEI and FRANCISCO went to play computer games.den i went MAY's hse.we watched de OMEN.de ending SUCKED lorz.lols.den JUN WEI came to her hse.den slack.slack.den went tiong.bought some stuff for my mum.[thanks,JUN WEI,for helpin mi carry dem].hahas.den went home.lols.
i miss you alot. :D
i love you!
PROMISE is a BIG word.do not use it if u dun mean wat u sae.
hmmm.social studies was OK todae.den chose VALEDICTORIAN.obviously.i chose for PUI HOON lahz.[u can sae dat im BIASED!].lols.i dun mind.DAWN was quite CUTE actualli.hahas.den went bm mac wid LIYANA.WENDY.MAY.JOSHUA.den WENDY went back to school to do art.den JOSHUA went depot road to take some stuff.den WINNIE came.den went library.den HONGNI came.den JOSHUA came back.den met HOA and PUI HOON.den went bugis library.den went bugis junction.den went home.
todae de PHYSICS paper was ok ok lahz.hahas.den de science practical[BIOLOGY/PHYSICS] was OK too.lols.den went to slack wid WENDY and JOSHUA at tiong kfc.hahas.den HONGNI and MAY came.den continued to slack.den HONGNI went home to study AMATHS.den after a while.WENDY went home to sleep.lols.den mi.MAY.JOSHUA.continued to slack until six plus.den went KOPITIAM.MAY ate her dinner.den went home.feelin quite tired[zzz].hahas.
to ARION:thanks for de chocolates. to JOANNE:thanks for de stuff.
bout WONDERFUL yesterdae: [1]english paper one n two were ok! [2]maths paper was OK LORZ. [3]den went out wid YOU! :D [4]watched HAIRSPRAY wid YOU! :D [5]YOU sent mi home. :D [6]damn touched. [7]thanks for celebratin my birthdae IN ADVANCE wid mi. [8]i love YOU loads. [9]muacks! [10]found out dat dere is some GOOD stuff in de NEW YOU. [11]damn glad. [12]i feel realli LOVED now. [13]YOU owe mi A FEW outings after prelims and ALOT of outings after "O" levels.
bout FANTASTIC todae: [1]gort TOBLERONE chocolate frm my REAL mum dis morning.[thanks mum!i love u]. [2]went school for mother tongue prelims. [3]gort CADBURY FRUIT AND NUT chocolate frm Wen Xin.[thanks!happi birthdae to u too!]. [4]gort DARK chocolate and a funni postcard frm MR DARREN CHONG![thanks!im goin to eat de chocolate for HIS sake even though i HATE DARK chocolates!i love u!]. [5]paper one SUCKED!paper two was EASY! [6]after paper one.saw wendy outside staff room!gort a BLUE sotong frm her.[thanks x? mummy!i love u]. [7]after paper two.went outside staff room again.more ppl were dere.hahas. [8]went tiong kfc wid wendy.aishah.doris.winnie.arion.jian bao.to eat. [9]hoa.hongni.may.pui hoon.came. [10]gort de damn CUTE photoframe.thanks alot! [11]gort de damn CUTE mickey holder wid WONDERFUL cards written by WONDERFUL ppl.hahas.thanks,once again! [12]went kim seng play BOWLING and POOL. [13]JOSHUA came. [14]went great world mac to eat wid LIYANA.WENDY.HONGNI.MAY.JOSHUA.ARION.[de promise is finally OVER]. [15]walked to tiong wid LIYANA.MAY.JOSHUA.ARION.[we sent off liyana n may to their blocks]. [16]went home wid JOSHUA. [17]had a wonderful dinner at home.[PRAWN SAMBAL].[ice cream].[chocolates].
many many THANKS to dis ppl: KALAIVANI[pRimARy school fRiENd]. LIYANA[owNER]. WENDY[x? mUmmy]. WINNIE[SLOW]. HONGNI[dAUghtER]. WEN XIN[my twElvE]. LAY FANG[pRimARy school fRiENd]. MAY[stRAwbERRy sUNdAE]. RYAN[bUllshit;mAN]. SELVAM[lovEd oNE]. JOANNE[cRAzy jUNioR]. AgNEs[my twElvE]. SERENA[pRimARy school fRiENd]. HOA[toy]. PUI HOON[mUmmy]. JIAN BAO[shoE fREAk;bRothER]. ARION["dAUghtER"]. JOSHUA[milker]. KIMBERLEY[pRimARy school fRiENd].
to my DEAREST wen xin:
happi birthdae to u. happi birthdae to u. happi birthdae to wen xin. happi birthdae to u.
12 SEPTEMBER ROCKS!
many many thanks to everyone hu went out wid mi todae even though we hab prelims tomorrow.i love u ppl alot!i will always remember all of you!
:D
all de best for tml's papers!
Monday, September 10, 2007, 10:09 PM
went back class in de mornin.wen i reached de fourth floor.first wonderful person dat i saw was MR DARREN CHONG! :D hahas.he rocks!lols.den first period was maths.de YUCKY tan soon yong came my class!yucks!den he gave us paper to do.den lovely MRS NG came n YUCKY tan soon yong left!den was english which was boring as usual.den was mother tongue.buffalo was not dere.sadded. :( den was recess.den was poa.den school was OVER!den went canteen.slacked![i noe i shouldnt b usin dis word at dis period of time].hahas.den may came.den we talked.talked.n talked.in de end.we decided to leave cos de rest were studyin n we felt veri weird lahz.lols.den we went tiong mac.bought ice cream[mcflurry OREO].n walked around tiong.den went to our "OLD" place.den went more den words cos i wanna buy PRESENTS for my dearest TWELVES!i love dem.hahas.but i couldnt decide on wat to buy.lols.tml den buy lorz.hahas.den went burger king.did maths.n chatted.n ate.n chatted.den went home.hahas.
to MAY:hahas.its my PLEASURE to send u de song;listen to problems dat ur havin;giv u advices.lols.im ALWAYS here for u.dun worry too much,man!er.tink carefully before makin any decisions.mayb u cud giv dat particular person abit more time.if he/she doesnt change.den its time for u to make a veri BIG decision. and ya.follow ur heart!i love u loads!
to OWNER:im sorri for ps-in you todae.expect chocolates tomorrow.hahas.
to all my WONDERFUL friends:all de BEST for prelims!u all can do it de!
tomorrow's exam[s]:boring ENGLISH n suicidal MATHS PAPER ONE.
stayed at home de whole dae AGAIN.continued to chiong physics.watched high school musical two.quite nice lahz.lols.
at least u didnt make mi expect for anythin to happen on dat dae.dats great.but ya.i knew all along dat u would not b dere on dat dae.i told u its ok but actualli ITS NOT ok.not at all!hais.wateva lahz.wateva.n pls dun use de word "promise"!its a big word!i dun tink u shld use it at all if ur de new one.
all i can sae is i tried to understand but i failed.n now im pretending.
sadded.
Saturday, September 8, 2007, 10:55 PM
alright.im proud to sae dat i kinda understand wateva u were tryin to tell mi.n ya.it kinda motivated mi to study lahz.so.hmmm.thanks.lols.firstly.yesterdae nite.i was so frustrated dat i went offline.n took out my physics ten yr series n did three chapters.hahas.surprisinly it cooled mi down.oh.before i started doin it.i did somethin realli stupid but dat thing helped to cool mi down too.i shall apologise right now to ppl hu will scold mi wen dey come to find out bout dis thing.sorri.n den after completin de three chapters.i went to sleep.den woke up at eleven plus todae.slacked;watched tv;played computer until one thirty.den started doin physics.took a break at four thirty.den watched tv n ate until six thirty.den continued doin physics until nine fifteen lik dat.hahas.im proud of myself,man! xD actualli i wanted to continue doin de but my head was hurtin lik HELL lahz. x( therefore.stopped doin.den play computer lorz.hahas.
im glad dat im able to understand wat ur tryin to tell mi.
cos if it was de old mi.hais.dis wud all b juz so different lahz.dats for sure.
alright.dis is all crap.if u actualli wanted it to b lik dis.den dun make mi expect for stuff to happen.alright.im damn pissed off.if u wan it dis way.den fine.let it b dis way.whatever lahz.crap!
fcuk.
fcuk.
fcuk.
life sucks.
and worse still.i dun tink i shld expect u to b dere on my ........
cos i dun tink u will b dere.
arrggh!
whatever it is.i will try to understand as much as i can.
but i realli hope u noe what im feelin deep inside.
woke up quite early.therefore,watched tv until eleven.den played comp.den went to bathe.den left de hse to go sch bustop to meet hongni.den went library to return my mum's books.den went mac.studied.den hoa n pui hoon came.continued studyin.den went library again.den mi n hongni went kfc to eat dinner.den went home.
seriously.did i make a WRONG choice?
i hab been wondering.seriously thinkin.
i realli feel lik i made a veri BIG mistake.
im seriously TRYIN veri hard.
sadded.
its HARD lovin u.but i will continue tryin.
please.please.go back to how u were in de past.
i seriously dun noe de NEW you.
im feelin veri LOST.
and i neva expected dis.
im sorri if im part of de reason for u bein lik dis now.
forced myself to wake up early todae cos had to meet hongni at tiong at 12.30.den at first i thought she wud reach first.but in de end.i reached earlier den her by a few minutes.BOTH of us were late lahz.hahas.den went long john to eat.she ate lahz.i didnt.lols.den jian bao came.den [pui hoon.liyana.wendy.joshua] came.den went DOC GREEN'S.saw JIMMY!we oso gort to see his NEW car.it was veri CUTE lahz even though it was RED.den went cineleisure.den bought tickets for EVAN'S ALMIGHTY.den hoa came.den watched de show.den pui hoon n joshua ate.den ryan came.den went doc green's again.jimmy sponsored BIRTHDAE CAKE!lols.THANKS,JIMMY!den jian bao.hoa.pui hoon. went home.de rest of us went plaza singapura.den ryan n liyana ate.den went home lorz.
to those hu expect mi to go for HISTORY lesson tml:im NOT goin.sorri.
to my daughter:i love u alot.happi birthdae!may god bless u.hahas.
to YOU:i realli hope u will CHANGE.ur still loved by mi.
woke up kinda late dis mornin.its not realli my fault lahz.weather was super nice dis mornin.hahas.den rush.rush.cos had bio at nine.lols.in de end.ms wu came at ten.i tink.lols.i felt damn hungri lahz[skipped yesterdae's lunch n dinner;todae's breakfast] mahz.hahas.so.wen lesson ended.i was SUPER happi lahz.FOOD!hahas.but in de end.had to go look for jian bao[hu was nowher to b found].but i had a chance to see YOU!hahas.den had to wait for joshua[hu prefers YOU more den mi.hahas.jokin].oh.rafi came too.we went tiong de long john to eat.den slacked aronund for a while[dis includes buyin somethin for someone].hahas.den went tiong burger king to "study".ok lahz.winnie.liyana.rafi.DID study lahz.mi.wendy.joshua.oso gort study lahz.but onli abit.hahas.n we so called planned for tml.lols.den went kopitiam wid joshua n wendy to eat dinner.den went home.
to x? mummy:ur COOL.i'm COOL.we're COOL!hahas.
to milker:wear wat ur supposed to wear tml.lols.
to YOU:i love you.u plan ok?hahas.
to daughter:happi birthdae,man!
TWO SONGS FRM MUMMY TO DAUGHTER: HAPPI BIRTHDAE TO U. HAPPI BIRTHDAE TO U. HAPPI BIRTHDAE TO HONGNI. HAPPI BIRTHDAE TO U.
MAY DE GOOD LORD BLESS U. MAY DE GOOD LORD BLESS U. MAY DE GOOD LORD BLESS U. MAY DE GOOD LORD BLESS U.
woke up at nine goin to ten lik dat.msged hongni.den went to bathe.den went tiong burger king to meet her to study.den hoa n pui hoon came n joined us.den joshua came.den may came.den broke down in front of pui hoon.hoa.n joshua.cos of some stuff.but after a while ok liao.den went home.
to daughter:i love you!dun worry!we are always dere for u de.
to mummy:thanks for ur concern.hahas.u n him sae de same thing."as long as ur happi.im fine wid it".lols.
to toy:thanks for ur concern.but i dun realli wan to make a big fuss of it.sorri.
kana forced to wake up at eight dis mornin.went vivo wid my mum n my uncle.den went home.played comp.den went bm mac to study wid hongni.hoa.ryan.eleanor.den walked to tiong wid hongni.den called may.asked her go eat dinner.den slacked at tiong park.den went home.bathed.playin comp.
to JESLINE GUI:fcuk off lahz.bitch.asshole.hab u read de msg dat i sent u?hope u did.fcuker.asshole.ur de one hu is childish lahz.bitch!go die.go die.yucks!i feel disgusted thinkin bout de time i spent wid u.ewww.freak!fcuk!fcuk!fcuk!u suck to de core,man!ur such a useless friend.pampered.lousy.lame.fcuked-up.bitch.annoying.irritating.boastful.hated by lots of ppl[juz dat u dun noe it.well.now im tellin u de facts].im happi to get u out of my life.
to those readin my blog:u may tink im veri mean by scoldin her to dis extent.but i can b way more mean.im sorri for usin so much vulgarities.
to daughter:thanks for sayin dat i hab ur support.i love u.
to owner:glad dat u realised some stuff bout HER!and dun worry.i will neva scold u dis way de.hahas.no nid scared de lahz.
to YOU:happi first week anniversary.i love u.lols.
dere are some photos todae.but im not realli in de mood to upload dem todae.mayb next time.
i see the questions in your eyes i know what's waiting on your mind you can be sure i know my part 'cause i stand beside you through the years you'll only cry those happy tears and though i make mistakes i'll never break your heart and i swear by the moon and the stars in the sky i'll be there i swear like the shadow that's by your side i'll be there for better or worse till death do us part i'll love you with every beat of my heart and i swear
i'll give you every thing i can i'll build your dreams with these two hands we'll hang some memories on the wall and when (and when) just the two of us are there you won't have to ask if i still care 'cause as the time turns the page my love won't age at all
and i swear (i swear) by the moon and the stars in the sky i'll be there (i'll be there) i swear (and i swear) like the shadow that's by your side i'll be there (i'll be there) for better or worse till death do us part i'll love you with every beat of my heart and i swear
i swear (i swear) by the moon and the stars in the sky i'll be there (i'll be there) i swear (and i swear) like the shadow that's by your side i'll be there (i'll be there) for better or worse (better or worse) till death do us part i'll love you with every single beat of my heart i swear i swear i swear